✦ Bring the Divine Dream Back Online as You

by | Sep 13, 2025 | Blog, news, practices, reflections, teachings

Scarcity Ends, Circulation Begins

Scarcity has had its reign. Lack rehearsed itself through generations, yet its stage has finally gone dark. That story — of striving, proving, bargaining for love and belonging — served its purpose. But its credits have rolled. The theater has emptied.

Now a new act begins: the divine dream alive as you. Not performance, but presence. Not transaction, but circulation. Each breath, each gesture, each choice becomes part of a masterpiece where the universe gives itself the experience of being human through you.

Life is not a struggle or a matter of survival, but a dream to be remembered. When the veil drops, the dream does not end — it begins again as awareness.

Wealth Beyond Transaction

The old model reduced life to exchange — effort for validation, sacrifice for belonging, dollar for a deed. But circulation, not transaction, is the true economy of love.

Love, creativity, health, intimacy — these are currents, not commodities. They move freely when coherence is embodied. Presence itself is the wealth that dissolves lack. Scarcity dies in silence; abundance reveals itself as coherence. To pause, breathe, and feel is to return to wealth beyond transaction.

Abundance is not something we acquire — it is something we tune into. Stop searching, what you seek is already here. Freedom is the end of the search. Wealth is not an attainment but a recognition of our innate self when it is allowed to emerge.

The Angel of Death as Ally

The Toltec tradition reminds us: death is not an enemy but a fierce teacher. The Angel of Death tears illusions from our grip, leaving only what is real. Scarcity cannot survive in its presence. To bring the dream back online, we must allow the death of the survival story. What remains is circulation, wholeness, and the dream that is dreaming you.

Shadow as Portal

Scarcity doesn’t just live in money — it hides in the shadows of our psyche. Inherited shame, perfectionism, or the false need to prove ourselves — these are scarcity’s disguises. Yet every shadow holds a gift. By embracing the shadow with compassion, the gift of patience, truth, and love for self is reclaimed.

The shadow isn’t meant to be conquered but to be embraced until it reveals its gift. Face what you fear, and you’ll find it’s made of the same light as you. Breakdowns are actually breakthroughs in disguise. The shadow isn’t your flaw; it’s your gateway. Emergence isn’t about effort; it’s about remembering what was forgotten.

The Lens of the Dream

The body is the first instrument of abundance. Scarcity contracts; abundance circulates. Reality itself is filtered through the lattice of consciousness. When the filter narrows, lack appears; when it widens, coherence shines. Letting go of agenda — the need to prove, defend, or control — clears the lens. Through presence, the lattice reorganizes life into wholeness.

Stop trying to fix the lens and recognize that clarity has always been present. When you release the need for control, life naturally aligns with the vibration of wholeness.

Human Alignment as Compass

The dream manifests not through hustle but through guidance, clarity, and attunement. Waiting, honoring the emotional wave, and protecting energy are how alignment stabilizes. Channels of community and principled change become pathways for abundance to circulate through presence.

Daily practice grounds this: breathwork, reflection, rest, and recognition. Affirmations such as “My value lies in my insight, not in my effort” echo the manifesto’s truth — wealth lives in coherence, not transaction.

Value is not in the doing but in the being. This compass orients us back to truth.

The Human Odyssey

Being human is an odyssey of love embodied. Not spectators, but living verbs, conjugating the universe through breath, pulse, thought, and song. Each of us a cell of the Infinite, both seed and galaxy. To know this is to step fully into the dream — not as a character bound by lack, but as the dream itself, unfolding in abundance.

You are not the character. You are the screen on which the play unfolds. You are the ocean, not the wave you mistake yourself to be.

The Core Teachings of the Dream

  • Circulation is wealth. What flows is eternal; what is hoarded turns to dust.
  • Embodiment is portal. The dream is not an idea; it breathes, sings, and trembles through you.
  • Death is initiation. Scarcity served survival, now it returns to the earth with gratitude.
  • Myth is the true story. You are not a character in lack; you are the epic return of abundance remembering itself.

The dream is not elsewhere; it is here in circulation.

Miraculous by Design

Miracle is not far off. It is the hum beneath the surface, the lattice already encoded in your being. It is revealed in love, in silence, in synchronicity. Pain itself becomes discipline — a pressure shaping the vessel for love’s emergence. Each scar, each detour, is compost for the dream’s unfolding.

The miracle is not what happens, but that you are aware at all. Miracles are natural when we align with the field. The miracle is the return to coherence, the remembrance of the wholeness you already are.

The Sacred Compass of Directions, Elements & Animals

East — Air — Eagle / Hummingbird

  • Vision, breath, new beginnings.
  • Connects to circulation and new acts. Eagle soars above old survival stories; hummingbird sips nectar from the heart of life.

South — Fire — Jaguar / Serpent

  • Transformation, courage, instinct.
  • Resonates with the Shadow as Portal and the Angel of Death as Ally. Jaguar walks unafraid in the underworld; serpent sheds its skin as living initiation. Fire burns away scarcity’s myth.

West — Water — Bear / Dolphin

  • Emotion, dreaming, depth.
  • Anchors the Lens of the Dream and Human Alignment as Compass. Water teaches waiting, feeling, trusting the wave. Bear dreams in stillness; dolphin echoes coherence through play and song.

North — Earth — Buffalo / Deer

  • Grounding, wisdom, gratitude.
  • Mirrors the Human Odyssey and Core Teachings. Buffalo embodies circulation as generosity; deer moves gently, reminding embodiment is the portal. Earth whispers: what is hoarded turns to dust, what is shared circulates forever.

This compass becomes a breathing, living wheel — air for vision, fire for transformation, water for attunement, earth for grounding. Together, they keep the dream alive and online through you.

Final Insights

You are not here to be perfect.
You are here to be whole.
Scarcity is not your flaw — it was your training ground.
The shadow is not your enemy — it is your teacher.
Emergence is not effort — it is grace remembered.

The dream has never left. It has always been alive in you, waiting to circulate.
Pause. Breathe. Feel your pulse. Each beat is the universe saying:

I am dreaming through you. I am online now, as you.

Dia de Los Muertos-Grieving

by | Nov 12, 2024 | reflections

Something that is happening right now, individually and collectively, is grief.

We are all feeling grief. It doesn’t matter if we’ve recently lost someone, gone through a breakup, or need to let go of an old part of our lives, job, old identity, or relationship with life. We are experiencing a dream that is fading as a new one asserts itself. We’re all collectively, at the same time, feeling a significant sense of grief.

We’re not only grieving people who have left our lives and old things that we lived through; we’re also grieving our old selves who once served us but are no longer.

We are grieving the death of an old story. We might call this an old wound or a karmic imprint. We might have done work and realized that it was something we carried in from a past life or passed on to us in our lineage, but it is time to allow for death to do us part. The angel of death is on her timeline; there is no negotiation.

We are grieving because we are moving to a higher level of consciousness. Part of this process is to release the pain of the old self stored in our physical, intellectual, or emotional bodies. I invite you to release this beloved friend and stop protecting this old story like the most precious gift you have ever received. Maybe it’s time to grieve this old story like you allow yourself to mourn the passing of an old friend or a beloved pet. The truth is that the old story doesn’t matter. The new story is you need to be allowed. You need to allow yourself to grieve and mourn death. In doing so, you honor the deceased, you honor the memory, and you allow the true nature of the light.

In this lies a most beautiful gift. Just imagine if nothing perished. Everything ever created in this universe would still exist in its original form. There is a most profound beauty to a lifespan. From the cosmic dance of stars and suns and their lifetimes to the fading beauty of a flower on my altar, I recognize the importance of death.

It came to me that Vincent Van Gogh was inspired by the life cycle of sunflowers. He painted them repeatedly in various states, tenderly honoring the emotional awareness they brought him, from their heads held high to the sun to the eventual bowing of their heads to the weight of their abundance and the cycle of renewal that they were so prone to serve.

One of the things that makes grieving so hard is when we trick ourselves into thinking we’re all alone in this and that we’re the only ones who feel this way. It’s really easy to feel isolated and alone when you are grieving. This is why we tend to reach out to those who are grieving a loved one and make sure they are okay and not isolating themselves.

Whether you’ve lived as a victim or an achiever, this old way of life has been held as a precious gift. Maybe it’s time to return the gift. It could be that we are grieving ideas that we thought would become something. We’re grieving parts of ourselves that no longer service us.  The only responsibility we have in this process is to allow.

Yet, many times, our egos get in the way and try to stop the grieving, as if the ego is trying to negotiate with death. But let’s be clear: the part of you trying to stop the grieving also needs to be allowed to die and grieved.  In taking your spiritual path, you cause the death of the ego. And, of course, the ego will pull out all stops to try and remain the center of your experience. It will try to confuse you about what love is and do everything in its power to keep alive your distorted experience of love. Yet the true essence of who you are is here now, and the universe is doing everything it knows to assist you in releasing the old self, the wounded aspects, karmic imprints, and that false definition of love.

You created this old self as a protection mechanism so you wouldn’t get hurt when you were a kid. It was designed to make room for the real you to show up.  But we then lose our sense of divinity and identify with this protective construct as the authentic self, and it becomes a fortress that guards our present self from our true self. The universe is trying to work through the divine you, but to succeed, it needs to remove all the distortions, fortresses, and illusions that you’ve stored in your body that no longer serve you.

This is the good news about grieving individually and collectively. Grieving and releasing our old selves provides examples and possibilities for others to do the same. Just imagine what is being purged from the collective consciousness as we grieve in unity. And let me just say at this point that this collective could be a country, this planet, a tight-knit community, or a group or circle of people you surround yourself with.

As this collective consciousness ascends, it creates normalization. It makes it okay to let go of worn-out ideals and systems and allow a new dream to emerge.

It’s time to say goodbye to what we were and realize that despite our best efforts, we can’t return to the past.

Grieving follows death.

Whether it’s someone you know who has passed, whether you’re going through a breakup, or whether you’re purging a wounded aspect in yourself, it’s time to embrace grief. This is genuine compassion. What you allow for yourself, you can allow for others.

There is no reason to try and avoid grieving; it only tends to extend it.  When we embrace grief, we let go of how we think things should turn out and how they should be. We let go of our wounded expectations. We let go of the idea that we can change the nature of things.

We begin to grieve what we used to give authority to, what we gave power to. We grieve, realizing that we gave our power away and nobody actually took it. We quit blaming others and stop blaming ourselves.

As we allow the grief, it becomes easier. The more we allow the grief to come through us and not avoid it, the more we make room for a new version, a new dream; a potent, truly synchronistic, magical, and miraculous version of ourselves that can dream a new world into being.

But for this to happen, there must be a death.  Death is the beginning. We may be clinging to our old experiences in the 1960s, 1970s, 1980s, 1990s, and early 2000s. Some of these were ecstatic, and some very painful. And yes, these experiences served their purpose; there was something we decided we needed to experience. But now it’s time to release these experiences and create space for a new version of who we indeed are.

It’s time to get ready for something new and something magical. We are all seeking our uniqueness, but in order to embody it, we must embrace the death of the old identity, grieve it, and make room for our true uniqueness.

It’s time to say out loud what we feel needs to be said without fear or retribution.

Maybe it is that I miss you; maybe it is that I’m scared or feel hopeless. This honesty then allows others to find their vulnerability and their receptivity. And then perhaps we can be fearful and hopeless together and find a unifying way to be in this truth and heal it. When we come together as a collective, regardless of the size of the community, we release blaming others, we quit blaming ourselves, and move into our hearts where we feel the loss, where we feel the fear, where we feel the lack, and where we finally feel the truth.

We finally see the divine presence of that inner child on the other side of the veil, of this wall, this fortress that we were taught to construct, with the idea that life would be easier if we protected your heart and inner child.

I have come to realize that we are not permitting ourselves to grieve our inner selves. But so many self-help programs, ideologies about healing our karmic imprints, and the wounded aspects of self teach us how to conquer them essentially. Eventually, we learn these tricks and techniques, and we begin to rely on them as a saving grace. We become spiritualized egos.

I also realize that some of you wanted to heal the pain of the past but didn’t realize that in doing so, you would be called to create a spiritual practice that would serve your newfound consciousness.

Maybe it’s time to sit with what arises and not try to solve or eliminate them but simply be there with them in love. Perhaps it’s time to realize that they will release their heaviness and return to their lightness by merely being in their presence. So maybe it’s time just to feel what we feel, with no outcome in mind, no need to solve, no need to be the healer, no need to be the victim, and sit with it and allow what arises. Love what arises.

Maybe it’s time to permit ourselves to grieve what no longer serves us.

Here in the northern hemisphere, we are experiencing the beauty of autumn, the beauty of death.

We are not allowed to rush through this season or solve and manipulate it to our advantage so that we can move on to winter and, eventually, spring and summer. The best we can do by divine grace is to participate and bear witness. Harvest the abundance.

We don’t mourn a person in order to get over them or past them. We mourn to honor all the memories, experiences, and interactions we had with them. We permit ourselves to do this.  We allow this process, rooted in nature, to take its course.

Maybe it’s time to permit ourselves to grieve the death of what no longer serves us on an individual and collective level.

So, I invite you to extend this ritual to yourself and allow the space to be created for the dream you are dying to experience.

For me, this is the essence of Dia de los Muertos.

Honor those who have passed. Honor that which has passed.

 

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COSMIC TRIFECTA SOLSTICE 2024

by | Jun 23, 2024 | reflections

Welcome to the realm of divine transformation and connection for June 2024. We are expanding and advancing into unknown territory like never before.

This week is charged with powerful Energies. It’s a cosmic trifecta of sorts.

On Thursday, June 20th, the summer solstice in the Northern Hemisphere and the winter solstice in the Southern Hemisphere will occur.

Afterward, on Friday, June 21st, the sun enters Cancer, a water sign that embodies the energy of the divine feminine as a leader and high priestess.

Then, on Saturday, June 22nd, we will experience a full moon in Capricorn, kicking us in the pants of our emotional maturation.

Today, I received a powerful message concerning all these new energetics.

I was guided on how to relate to these experiences, which will empower us to feel more connected and free in creating the life we desire. The frequencies available now are significantly different, higher, and more expansive. These energies are beginning to flow through us, illuminating every cell in our body and providing recall as to the reason we are on this earth at this time.

We are being awakened to our intentions, which have been shaped by our unique set of experiences, and the frequencies each of us has felt could contribute to this golden, more illuminated future. The Inca refers to this as the return of a Pachakuti; for the Toltecs, it is the return of a Quetzalcoatl. This return is an ascension up the spiral staircase of enlightenment.

As you open more fully to embody your higher light, these light-born capabilities and open energies within you will activate, begin to infuse, and emanate from your presence.

If you are not already doing so, it is time to practice being present in the moment, calling back all your energies from wherever you’ve left them in this lifetime and during your descent into this body on this planet—bringing you back to yourself.

It’s now more crucial than ever to live in the present moment, centered in your heart, and fully aware of your true self. By being present, you can clear the karmic distortions in your field that create suffering, and you allow yourself to have it all. You should realize that you now have abundant resources for everything that promotes your success. Everything you’ve created will flow in form when you are aligned, clear, and open to this transformative flow of light and energy.

This embodiment experience moves towards a heart-centered experience and a conscious flow of awareness. You will be still and feel the radiant center of your heart emanating from you.

Feel your inner smile; feel the glow of your conscious heart expanding from this radiance. Awareness of your perpetual flow will release a sense of balance, well-being, harmony, wisdom, divine order, and conscious enlightenment.

From this profound, perfectly balanced, and satisfying energy- which is the energy of your divine being- you will realize life is always happening through you so that you may thrive, feel happy, be joyful, and feel your authentic self—allowing you to find unity and communion with life.

The gift of this graceful and fluid way of living—liquid reality—is that you will feel at peace with the chaos and collapsing of the current paradigm and enjoy assisting these new energetic qualities, the Pachakuti/Quetzalcoatl, into their new form.

This way of being will become more accessible and assist you as you ascend the spiral staircase of consciousness.

To feel aligned, you need to focus on the present and feel your own inner flow of light and vibrancy. Get used to harmony, peace, tranquility, and the balance of what is here for you, reflecting back at you. No more two steps forward, one step back.

  By allowing yourself to feel the ease of living, ascending, and getting used to living in this state of peace, you open yourself to your inner flow, and the increase in the natural flow will automatically follow—an unhinged gyroscope of consciousness.

  The more you allow yourself to be at peace and in a state of tranquil balance and harmony, the more you will become accustomed to the flow, gradually making it a new normal for your well-being. Abundance is then your stable state of being.

No more striving, no more trying, only allowing.

You become comfortable with the feverish flux of life and ride the waves rather than trying to control an outcome.

Let’s celebrate this completeness, this liquid reality, rather than fret about it and want to control it. Become a vehicle of consciousness and allow the forces to take you up the spiral staircase of enlightenment.

This is a great message to understand and feel a heartfelt sense of. I hope I have made some sense of the message I received.

Do not try to understand others; try to understand yourself in this new return.

We are the micro-expression of the universe in miniature, and yet we are the entire map of this existence. We are made of the cosmos and the cosmos is made of us.

SOLAR ECLIPSE 2024

by | Apr 12, 2024 | reflections

The moon is eclipsing the sun over North America, today. 
This could be considered a very auspicious celestial event or it could be taken as a spectacle with little sense of the energetic importance or information that is being transmitted from it. Something cool.
Yet either way every human is receiving a download of new code that will guide them for the next several months and years.
The information you receive may have you wanting to double down and resist the inevitable events that are to come for the collective of humanity.
All of this depends on how purified your (LEF) Luminous Energy Field is and how distorted your projection onto the mirror of reality is.
These distortions are caused by karmic Imprints that cause your divine light to create events in the collective field of humanity that reflect pain and persecution back onto you and your sense of reality.
If this is happening to you it is because you are not fully aligned with your soul’s highest expression. Any suffering is a direct result of this dynamic.
Throughout history, there are countless examples of this. One that comes to mind is the life of Jesus Christ. Even though he was said to have brought so much consciousness to humanity and created so many miracles, in the end, it was a painful demise. The savior himself for the Western world had an unresolved karmic imprint that he involved others in so he ended up persecuted and crucified. This imprint then was projected onto the collective and now many of us live in unconscious fear that if we align with our soul’s highest expression we will be crucified also. If he had resolved this imprint the perpetrators would not have fulfilled their contractual agreement with his soul to carry out his persecution and crucifixion and keep his and their karmic imprints in place. Ultimately each of us has an imprint that resonates with this collective distortion. It’s why the church is so powerful today, but whose power appears corrupted.
 
Mastery of your most divine expression is to fully embody the undistorted light of your highest self. In doing so you radiate it from every cell of your being so others can have a sense of the possibilities of their reality. You stop adding to the collective distortion that is currently viewed as reality.
Of course, many people are focused on the injustices and imbalances in the playing field of life. This however is a complete waste of time and energy and is only empowering what they find to be so unjust. What you focus on persists, it can not have an energetic hold on you if you are focused and projecting your soul’s clearest loving image of the divine. 
 
So today as we are under the influence of a celestial event that appears far greater than ourselves, we are being instructed on how to proceed back to our highest expression of our soul’s divine purpose. 
Think of it as a bubble bath. Each of us is in our little bubble of self-awareness. Yet when we come together as a collective we create a rich foam that soothes and nourishes our sense of well-being, as well as each other. We are all one body of divine light and consciousness, wanting to reflect our iridescent rainbow of enlightenment.
My first teacher of some 30 years ago worked with karmic imprints. She was quite a visionary. She always said that when you clear or heal your imprints, you will realize that you are here to stand for something greater than yourself. I now realize that meant to be in service to the “collective bubble bath foam.”
She used movement and dance to help you heal and clear your karmic imprints. At the end of each weekend workshop, she picked a song for you to get up and dance to in front of the rest of the group. Here is the song she picked for me the first time I participated in her workshops.
 
Yes, Michael was a prophet who had an unresolved karmic imprint.
 
It’s quite possible that you are experiencing physical symptoms such as headaches, confusion, indigestion, lethargy, or an overall sense of numbness, and that “none of this applies to me.” This guy is crazy and I don’t relate to what is he talking about.
This is your LEF attempting to assimilate the new light codes. Simultaneously your LEF is at the effect of so many imprints on your intake/projection portal that the information is causing confusion and a felt sense of victimization. 
 
The eclipsed information I am receiving today has to do with the responsibility of each of our feminine aspects. We are being asked to first and foremost use the power of our wounded feminine (yes, wounds are gifts) to assist the wounded masculine back to its golden state of radiance. No more focusing on the atrocities that are glaring in the human collective caused by the wounded and shadowy masculine. It is time to block out the distorted light and give the masculine aspects in each of us the permission to heal and regain its highest expression of the divine felt sense. The feminine is currently the compassionate part of us, and can comfort the wounded masculine back to it’s divine expression. It’s one of the reasons we are on her planet right now.
 This will then display the energetic feminine in its rightful power/light and she can heal herself even further and the collective planet at large.
The collective can not heal if the focus continues to be on that which we don’t want in this plane of existence or the wrongs, I had done against me because I am not taking full responsibility for clearing of the karmic imprints I brought into this life. 
 
In the shamanic view of the Americas, it is said that we are moving from the Fifth Sun to the Sixth Sun. The Fifth Sun was the sun of justice, not injustice, as we are currently so focused on. If we continue to hold dear and armor our hearts with the injustices of the past, either personally or collectively we will continue to empower and create more injustice. More suffering will be the affirmation of this focus.
The Sixth Sun is the sun of remembering. 
Remember that each of us is divine and looking for compassion to heal and return to our highest expression. 
Do not look outward for compassion, but rather look inward to find compassion for yourself and permit yourself to clear any karmic imprints you came to this lifetime with. It’s the initial reason you came to this planet. We sometimes get caught up in service to others and forget to serve ourselves from a compassionate heart-centered place. This only results in dangerous painful events occupying our time and energy.
Karmic imprints are events from previous lives that you have been unable or unwilling to heal in your past reincarnations. Once you are no longer a mirror for others’ karmic imprints they will turn inward and find compassion for themselves and begin the process of clearing and healing their distorted projections onto the mirror of reality. 
 
Once you have cleared your karmic imprints you will be in your highest divine expression. Once you are in your highest divine expression nothing can harm or affect your well-being and state of beauty. Your mind can’t seem to fathom this, but your body is endlessly seeking this return to a holistic state of well-being.
 
There is a saying, “Awakening is the beginning of the end of suffering.” Yet clearing and healing all the initial and root causes of your suffering leads to enlightenment. If one soul becomes enlightened on this plane of humanity, then it appears that all souls will find their way to enlightenment. 
Don’t take my word for it. Turn to your divine nature, your soul’s highest and clearest expression, and begin realizing the truth doesn’t need any of us, to be true. But it does welcome us in with a warm and compassionate embrace. 
It all starts with the person in the mirror.
 
ECLIPSE ON.
BE Well
Tikaq Sonqon
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